augh i have no idea how to write this

how do i script

how did i ever script

i need this done by tonight

i basically have six hours maximum to write a ten page script

why do i do this to myself

we might not even be doing this idea

i’m in love with the original idea more than this changed one

this isn’t chameleon

i don’t know how to write this in ten pages

it’s too subtle

send help

okay no i’m not sure i can do this

I’VE HEARD TALES ABOUT YOU, SEASON SIX FINALE

augh i’m crying just from hearing the first bit of carry on my wayward son

before this fandom i didn’t understand how a song could be so terrifying and upsetting and i can’t even identify most of these emotions

i’m sorry

all of you

Some of you are probably frowning at the screen.

“What the hell, Jack?”

“You said you were gone, Jack.”

“That was quick, Jack.” 

Truth is I’m lying here curled up in pain and I need Tumblr, Supernatural and chocolate to help distract me. That’s my excuse. 

I’m also painting shoes like a good boy, because I am way behind on them. Other work can suck my sweet ass right now.

P.S. Boyfriend if you are feeling like a kind and generous person

you could hop over to asda and return to me with diet coke and fruit tarts

because i am craving both

and have neither

and actually can’t walk right now

i’ll pay you back